19 days into the New Year.

u think u've grown up by the time u've blown 22 candles in a row, and then u realise u haven't grown a bit. instead of growing, i've shrunk in my mind and soul. u think u know it all, and then u realise u didn't know that u actually knew nothing. as a boy, i spoke little and did much. now, i speak too much and do too little. then, u finally know what u need to know, but knowledge is nothing until u've applied it. i keep saying that i know, but do i actually know and understand?

sometimes the words just come out wrong.

the problem with words is that once they're spoken and heard, they can never be retreived. many times, i have let words out of my mouth before they have even gone through my brain. i'm too eager to speak, too lazy to ponder and that proves to be a big flaw in me. perhaps, it's much wiser if i speak as much as i blog. that way the chances of saying the wrong things will be minimised. less words, less pain, less guilt.

love is in the air..

woohoo!!!