one last trip to the uk

i'm leaving again. one last time. after this "one last time", i'll be back for good. this "one last time" in london will be memorable, i hope. london don't always come by. living in earls court is special. uni life comes by once. studying as a student will never come back to us. soon, we will all be old and wrinkly ('cept i'm actually wrinkly already).

talking to adam and jj the other day, i realised we've all grown up. we used to be contented with a ball and a group of friends. we played football during recess, after lessons, on saturdays, on remedial days. now, we will probably be as contented with a ball and a group of friends. but then, we don't have the time to play it during lunch, the legs to play it after school/work and the passion to play it every sunday. now, our passion lies with the heinekens and hoegardens. the proof lies beneath our t-shirts, where our beer-bellies are.

i also spoke to alex not long ago. we talked about our future, talked about our present and talked about our past. there are some friends whom we've still kept in contact with. not as close as the good old days, but better than nothing. there are those whom we've lost touch with totally. and there are some whom we've tried contacting, but weren't responding. when we were young, we were all the same. we all had similar goals. do well in the exams. we all had similar passions. play the game, both live and on the playstation. now we are all very different. and so we drift apart.

putain. i don't even know what i want sometimes. like, what do i want to write in this entry. well, i still dunno. so.. adios.