i might have shot myself in the foot..

yeah, delphi exam today. shot myself in the foot. i didn't think enough. not think about the questions, but think about scoring marks. first question was a giver. but i should have shown my methods of getting the answers for first few parts. now, if i've made any careless mistakes, my marks will all go down the drain. it was an okay paper. not easy, not difficult. but it's all about persuading the marker that you deserved the marks innit? don't think i did that enough and it's demoralising me a bit. oh, kai apparantly didn't do that well for 2nd part. but i guess, kai, you shouldn't worry 'cos you'll still do well for it. i hope the same happens for me. two papers and i feel totally drained. this is not a nice feeling. crap...

delphi paper

comments:
fairly ok paper as everyone would agree. nothing much to say about it, since if you've got it, you've got it.

passability:
very passable. A-able? i don't know. i keep thinking if i did alright-ish and the marker is happy, i'll get an A. but i should stop thinking about external circumstances and focus on what i can do. i'm becoming reliant on probabilites and possibilities that moderation is gonna happen. this isn't good. yeah, this paper is not about passing, it's about scoring high enough to cover my ass for the next 8. but looks like, it's gonna contribute very little to that. sigh..

next paper: control on friday. i have to stop sighing and start working again. this is not nice as i say it a second time. the feeling of ending one paper and having to start revising 100% for the next..