Sunday, April 03, 2005

am i going nuts?

had a bad start to the day. woke up feeling not very well. nevertheless, after the bad morning, i continued with my tasks. i'm not a really resolute person i would say. i would say one thing, and not do it. it's so typical of me to break the promises i made to myself. yeah, sometimes i break my promises to other people, but to myself, i never fail to break them. i will tell myself that i need to do certain things for the day, but usually i end up doing only one or two. today was kinda different though. after feeling crap the whole morning, i decided to snap out of my depressed and lazy self and do something. so, i decided to clean up the flat. yeah, the flat has been left with dust for quite some time. jerome's coming tomorrow, so i had to do it. cleaned up the living room, kitchen, toilet.. not yet done with the bedroom, but nevermind. i've done more than i told myself i would.

i then went to do some groceries shopping. living by myself means i tend to not take care of myself properly. been having 2 meals instead of 3 these days. but anyway, got what i wanted from safeway. so that was another task done. then, i tidied up my notes and work. have to start studying after completing my last assignment for the year. so well done me. i did all that i told myself to do. for once. it seems weird, ain't it? that i have trouble completing things that i set myself out to do. i guess that's the main problem with me. and if anything goes wrong with my life, it's usually due to this problem. anyway, it's a good start to my "reform".

alright, on to something less serious. despite me feeling not too good, i decided not to go back on my word of meeting the ee people for dinner. the four of us went to misato. there, we chatted about our ideal boyfriend or girlfriend. mostly centred around kaileng. wah! kaileng.. you will surely take a long time to find that guy man. haha. you've got to ask her why. singaporean guys aren't that tall for a start. so half of the population is out of the race for her. haha. anyway, i've found my ideal one. so that's good. oh crap oh crap. i'm becoming very serious on this blog. but nevermind.. seriousness can be a virtue. so the next time marvin sees me, he better not tell me that i'm crappy or cock. i am, after all, the serious one. ok, i'm going bonkers with all the work i've done. adios!

2 Comments:

Blogger Marvin Lee said...

i won't call u cock anymore coz' soOzi is going to chop off ur dick. Omg! She said so in her blog. I'll pray for ur dick. Hombaleh baleh baleh hombaleh baleh...!

8:21 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

haha, mr chua, thanx ah...well, maybe that explains why i m still single..haha. nm la, good things r worth waiting for? and ok la, ideals being ideals, if someone right comes along, i suppose we will know la. hehe. *SMILEZ* and u take care there. i'll see ya back next week.

10:20 AM  

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