just feel like blogging..

its the weekend again. and it's sunday now, the first day of the week. always thought of it as the last day of the week. exam week is finally here. on thu, i shall have my first paper. and then fri, two more papers. before i know it, almost half of my exams will be over.

i hope i'm prepared. and as we all know, things get tougher year after year. 3rd year papers have to be more difficult than 2nd year's. i'm hoping for some divine intervention as usual, a bit of positive moderation, a bit of luck on questions spotting, a bit of inspiration and motivation in my last weeks of revision.

exams.

the time when the love for our course diminishes.
the time when we decide we never actually liked the course.

but maybe it's the course that doesn't like us. maybe it's because we're so singaporean-trained in thinking that exams are nearly everything and that the only fruit of studying is the results.

exams. i don't really hate them. i'm just afraid of their outcomes. i kinda love exams because they are the few things in life that bring a great sense of freedom and joy when they end. only when you have had an exams, then you'll have a full blown holiday, guilt-free.

suzi's leaving for manila later. she can't decide what clothes to bring. she wants to take some nice stuff, but not too nice in case her mum complains that she spends too much on nice clothes. well, what a dilemma!